… It’s a mystery to me … (for those of you who weren’t around in the 1980s that’s a Dire Straits song). As you guys are looking for an example of a journal entry, I’ll break this down into Gibbs’ (1988) reflective framework stages
I lose my way sometimes. We all have good days and bad days, but sometimes you seem to get a run of things not going so well. It can be topics, materials, locations or groups. There’s no such thing as a bad group … but … well … when you get one, you spend hours trying to work out the dynamic to resolve the issues and conflicts that take place. What goes well for one group fails for another.
Occasionally something brings joy back into my life, and it happened today.
Stage 1: Description
I’ve spent a week creating the Moodle package for the LC courses, and decided yesterday (Monday) to completely rewrite the reflective practice lesson. I didn’t finish the rewrite and the new resources until 8.00pm when I was evicted by the caretakers, so I was still sorting stuff at home well past midnight. It was the first teaching session with a new group, and reflective practice can be a difficult concept to get across. I expected to struggle.
I planned the session into 15 minute chunks, and added a video clip to show an example of how group reflection can improve practice in teams. There were some frameworks for people to insert their own examples so that we could develop these. I always over-plan new lessons, and as I had not worked with this group before I had strategies to grow or shrink the lesson accordingly. I was careful to have practical tasks to explore the topic, so I could see examples of reflection from each learner. This will be an assessed task for them so early examples to base their own journals are important.
Stage 2: Feelings and Thoughts
During the session I constantly had the feel that I was losing the group, but was overjoyed when people said ‘I don’t understand … ‘ or ‘you need to break this down more’ and we’d go back and develop an example. Careless words (on the midnight document) caused some confusion but I think we mostly got there.
The post lunch Moodle session was the eye-opener. I did the basics of logging-in and managing personal settings and said “go play …” and they really went for it – into everything I’d built last week. I had doubts about what I’d done. I don’t like Moodle, I don’t like content based learning, but the response was positive. Really positive.
Stage 3: Evaluation
I used a Choices activity in Moodle to get some feedback as I need to know how this group responds to taught parts of the course – they are only with us for nine weeks and there is a lot of online content. In their responses, one learner ticked “I’m very confident I can create a journal and know what to put in it” and eleven ticked “I’m mostly sure that I can create a journal and I have a good idea of what to put in it”. No negatives.
Some of the materials were too wordy and academic, and due to an unexpected activity at the start of the session, I had to rush a little. I should have explained some handouts more clearly. I could have made the stages of the lesson more explicit and checked understanding a little more often. With hindsight, I could have concentrated on some activities and dropped or reduced others.
The unstructured Moodle activity was just the right thing to do as learners chose to explore things that were relevant to them, and I was able to add a little by showing points about certain resources or activities when the opportunity arose. Some learners were more capable than others and there was some sharing and guidance from some learners to others.
Stage 4: Analysis
In expecting to struggle there are two statements:
There are some powerful pre-suppositions in there. Firstly that “I’ll get it wrong again” (anticipation of failure) and that the students won’t be able to cope with the contents and will disengage.
What happened was different. Firstly in the reflective practice session I had to go through some of the points and make several links to different ideas and I modified some of the language I normally use. I had forgotten that I wasn’t teaching a second year teacher training group. What was powerful for me was when people had the courage to say ‘I don’t understand … ‘ or ‘you need to break this down more’. That is such a helpful thing to say as it meant I could modify subsequent teaching points (reflection in action). Although I’d mentioned that I wanted an example from each of them during induction, I didn’t send out the reminder email until Monday morning. Some people had written up really good notes, but some were struggling as they didn’t have an example from their own settings they could use.
Stage 5: Conclusion
Overall, I’m now positive about the whole day. My initial disappointment with the first session is more positive due to the use of the Choice activity. The reflective practice stuff still needs some development, but the Moodle courseware seems to be about right. The design framework with the icons for ‘must read, should read’ resources seems to have helped learners navigate around a lot of material.
The organisation and timing of the reflective practice lesson needs attention, and the reminders about the personal task need to have been sent earlier.
Stage 6: Action Plan
… a last thought
What was obvious throughout the day was the level of enthusiasm, and the good relationships between members of the group. I’d forgotten what it was like to get that enthusiasm. I got reminded about what happens when you light fires. And you know what? I want to take risks again, to cross the line between same ol’ same ol’ and doing new stuff, because I got good feedback and the enthusiasm from the group.
I’ve just started a new journey with the learning coaches; I bet I learn more than you do!
Diolch Pawb / thanks




